champion

sometimes i feel Gods pressure
crushing like tsunami onto my shoulders.
it can be overwhelming in a way,
knowing everything that i should do. i need to do. i have to do.
yet.. often i fight against the surging waves
because it's what i want to do.
i am tired of it. and i feel like i need to embrace it.
get carried away by the swell
crash into a rocky coast
fall into pieces and try to put myself backtogether.
i dont know what the fuck im saying.
i love saturdays. and lucas and jason.